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So its been about 8 months since ive been on this thing and i think its time to say hey time to get rid of the account so i dont really know how yet though so yeah...umm if anyone looks at this i use myspace alot...my tag name is smileperdy yeah so c ya'll

Well life is okay, I've been thinking so much lately its scary. I feel im being pulled in so many directions, just dont know which way to choose, why why why.... so im not really down, nor depressed, yet just empty feeling...owel its usual for me anywho i just need a good break from life's stress, who knows when that will happen or where, welp that was just a little update lately, my week a couple days ago was great, but now that ive started thinking about all of this crap   AAHHHH....owell..anywho c yall....keep it real and catch me on the flipside of life...

Hey yall still have to .:sMiLe:. for me though

Yeah whoo...today is friday...im so bored, slash tired...Had plans and now im all mixed up bout whats gunna go down this weekend one of my favorite hygienists was found dead at her house this past week due to a pulminary Ambulisim ....some wierd word....basically she died from a clot that went into her lungs and she wasnt able to survive apparently she died quick...goes to show that everyone should cherish who they have in there live and keep them close to the heart because one minute there here and the next they can be gone in single flash..She was seeing a doc due to her broken foot and he said one week she was able to walk with out crutches the next it was ooo..u need to be on crutches your doing damage...so yeah then he would spread her toes out and check if her bones would pull apart...and she was worried that something like this could happen....I said if your so worried just get the doc to do blood work...did she no...and whabam..I miss her....pray for me yall...I had a rough week....

treatment: this weekend relaxation and clearing the mind.........